So, here I am blogging. Something I never thought I'd do, and don't know how long I will do it. But, I've enjoyed my sister's blog so much that I thought I'd give it a try, if only to keep in touch with both my sisters. It feels a little silly, but here goes!
Not sure how to start, but to say my life is sort of unbalanced and temporary-feeling right now. I have a job that I like, but there's too much of it, and that's not going to end soon. I'll be moving and starting a whole new life within a year and a half when J T. "retires" - still don't know exactly what that is going to look like. How to help him figure it all out - what he wants to do, how to do it. There are so many options - almost too many.
There are a few things I'm sure of - I want to live in a house I like, and I want to have enough money to travel before I'm too old or dead. And I want meaningful work - right now, I don't really have that, and it's crushing my soul. I feel like I should be able to overcome this, but it's hard to do. I need more time to create, to learn how to meditate, to learn yoga, to read, to cook, to garden, to exercise, to take care of myself and my family.
I really don't think I'm asking for too much...
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Yay! I'm so glad you did this. I love it that you describe yourself as an artist. You are!! It feels weird at first but then it's just kind of fun...I find that I write things in the blog that I don't share in any other way. If that's true for you too, it will be fun to learn those tings about you. Like what you want to do when you & JT move. I'm glad you won't have to do that job forever. I want your soul to be intact for a long time to come. If we could only get Sarah on board, we could be the blogger sisters. :-)
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