Feeling better

I can't believe I haven't written anything since May 3 - bad blogger...

The last few days have kind of stunk. I've had my period, which is just miserable. I don't know how I'm still standing with all the blood I've lost. Sorry - too graphic maybe. But then, on Tuesday night, I went out to dinner with my boss and got some delicious crabcakes. Or so I thought. I was up sick all night. I don't know if it was the crab cakes, or my period (which always wreaks havoc on my digestive system) or a bug, but whatever it was, I was sick. Didn't sleep at all that night, and only slightly better last night. I wasn't bad enough to stay home from work, but I was pretty tired and out of it yesterday.

The point of all this is how funny it is that when you've been sick, and then you start feeling better, you are SO grateful to feel better. Feeling normal feels so good! I'm still wiped out, but I managed to cook a meal tonight and actually cleaned up the kitchen. Quite an accomplishment!

I can now concentrate on getting excited about going to the beach in July. Since I'll only be there three days, the weather better be nice! Guess I can't control that, but still - it had better not rain too much! I so need a break from this place and work, etc. I mentioned dinner with my boss earlier - she wanted to "chat" in private. Apparently the owners want to bring in an interim controller to "help" us because we are so dysfunctional. I don't like the guy they have in mind to do it, but honestly I don't give a rat's ass. I'll go along with whatever they decide, which is basically what I told Jennie. As director of the department, she has a bit more at stake than I do, but even she doesn't seem to care much. Wouldn't surprise me if she resigns at some point. But she did tell me that what she wants to do is make it work for us. So we'll see. She basically just needed a sounding board, and I'm happy to listen. So much drama at this company...